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Monday, April 28, 2008

I feel so blessed.

It has been such a long time since I've written - for a few reasons.  #1 being Facebook - it sort of just took over as my number one way to communicate on the internet.  The key piece that is missing on there, though, is the ability to blog for only those few friends that you really want to connect with.

The other reason, though, is that I have just been so amazingly blessed with the most wonderful experiences over the past year or so and have just been busy soaking up life and enjoying it.

First I spent six glorious weeks in Europe.  The first four in France are most cherished for me.  I met some really amazing friends from all over the world.  Who knows if I will ever see them again, but just seeing their little updates on Facebook and looking through our pictures, reliving those moments, bring back so many good things to my heart.

Then, the whirlwind Contiki tour of Europe.  With that came a whole new set of friends and experiences - very different from the (more) relaxed weeks in France - it was more about seeing as much as you could in the most limited amount of time instead of getting to know anything.  It is amazing how much you can cram into 10 days when you have to. 

Miami came next.  I learned what kind of person that I'm not.  The materialistic culture made me understand who I am and who I am not; what I am and what I am not. 

Thailand.  What more can I say.  I never dreamed, over a year ago, that I would be visiting this amazing place and seeing one of my closest friends marry.  This trip, though, was not just about the wedding and the beautiful sights - it brought me so much closer to other friends and also showed me the bride in a whole new context - with her friends that she spends her time with now and, most importantly of all, with her now husband.  I hadn't even considered that I would be blessed to get to know that side of her life when I stepped on that plane and that was possibly the most beautiful part of it all.  Not to mention the incredible time that I had with my roommate.

And now, only this past weekend, I had another journey if not a trip.  I helped to organize the 20th National Orff Conference here in Edmonton.  This conference happens only every two years and in a different location across Canada each time.  I was in charge of the registration process, along with another music teacher here in Edmonton.  I first volunteered for this 3 years ago, the bulk of the work started one year ago, and it has been an additional full time job for the past three months at least.  I wasn't expecting the conference to be fun, I was just looking forward to it being over.  But I had the most amazing, fun time.  I laughed for four straight days, made some amazing new friends, and got to know all of the music teachers I have gone to workshops with over the past six years on a whole new level.  I feel like I have a new family out there.  It was one of those experiences that you bond with people, just like you have taken an amazing trip with them. 

What I am trying to say is that I am so amazingly grateful that I am fortunate to have had these experiences, to have the friends that I have and to have made the friends that I have made.  It has taken me a long time but I really feel like I am in a place right now where I love who I am and who I have surrounded myself with.  When I am with the people that I truly love and feel comfortable with, there is no act.  I don't feel uncomfortable or worry about what I say like I used to - I am just who I am.  It used to take very specific circumstances for that person in me to come out but I realized this weekend, and over all of these journeys that I have had in the past year, that I have really grown into a (usually) confident person who can love who I am. 

I am on this high right now because I just spent a year having these experiences that have not only shaped who I am but have also reinforced the person who I want to be.  On a bit of an aside, it is also really interesting to me that in this time period I have somehow gotten this unusual amount of attention from boys being interested in me and I think I have finally figured out why.  I used to crave attention from boys - it somehow made me feel important or valid or something.  How sad is that?  In the last few years, though, particularly in the past year, I have really just started to love who I am.  I don't go to places looking for attention from people.  I actually am starting to like myself.  And I think the whole idea of not even looking for attention is actually what has made some of these guys notice me.  Weird, hey?  If only I had known that in high school.  :)

I had a long conversation with my roommate on the weekend at this conference (who has become such a neat friend to me) and also with Andy when I got home from the conference about how I so want our kids to not need that sense of 'validation' - that I want them to love who they are and know that they are special and loved, regardless of whether or not they get attention from others.  That they are important in and of themselves.  I don't, however, want to have over-confident children who think they are all that - I teach a few of those.  How do you maintain that balance?

I have really gone on a tangent but I just so wanted to share where I am right now.  I am feeling like I am in such a great place right now where I like myself and have grown so much and am so happy.


Monday, July 23, 2007

Week 3 in Montpellier

I apologize in advance that this is so long!!!  I know that you probably won't read it all but enjoy the pictures.  I'm doing double duty by journalling my trip and then just sending it on - then I don't end up repeating myself too much.  Enjoy!

 

Sunday July 15th, 2007

Sunday was a bit of a lazy day, sleeping in and laying around. In the early/mid-afternoon, Xenia and I decided to walk and find the zoo. We got a little lost but did make our way there. Entry was free (!) and the zoo was okay. Not a lot of different animals but the habitats were nice and big at least, not little cages.

July 15 01

Squawk!

July 15 02 Alice the Camel

Alice the Camel? (Alice le Chameau?)

Instead of walking home from the zoo, we found a bus (the heat was just too much to take) and then freshened up to go out for dinner with the other girls. We discovered our new favourite restaurant - La Micocoule - and have it in our plans to go back there on our last night here! The food was absolutely amazing.

July 15 03 No more tapas

I couldn’t quite get a picture fast enough before we wolfed down our amazing tapas, which consisted of camembert cheese, some sort of mushroom, and the most amazing dish ever - potato aioli. Absolutely to die for.

July 15 04 Les Moules

 

For dinner I had a seafood concoction which had some mussels (moules) with prawns and some other delicacies in there. The sauce on it was amazing, a light curry of some sort, and I confess that I had to keep eating more and more bread to finish up as much of the sauce as I could.

July 15 05 Jenga

We finished the night off by going to our new favourite pub…. I just can’t remember the name of it. It was the second time I’d been there and we played games all night. We tried our hand at Jenga and Scrabble. Scrabble was first in French but after proving practically impossible we switched to English.

 

Monday July 16th, 2007

After school on Monday, we headed to Sète, the 2nd largest port in France, next to Marseille. Sète was also home to the French singer George Brassens who is commemorated throughout the city.

We found it to be a really beautiful fishing town, with some stunning water views. We took a canal ride for 45 minutes and despite our best attempts could not understand everything the tour guide was saying (in quick French) and finally just settled back to enjoy the scenery.

July 16 0001 View of Sete

July 16 01 Boats in Sete  

July 16 02 Houses in Sete

With the weather so beautiful and being right on the sea we were craving some nice beaches so we hopped on a city bus and ended up at a really nice beach. The water was beautiful and the sun was nice and hot.

July 16 04 Beach

July 16 03 At the beach

As you can see, I was able to really work on my tan. And if you look really closely you might notice that not everyone in the picture is wearing a swimsuit quite like mine. Funny the things you see in pictures after the fact.

 

Wednesday July 18th, 2007

Wednesday evening Xenia and I partook in the school’s cooking class. On the menu was lamb with eggplant and tomato sauce and apricot pie. The French name was much prettier but I can’t remember it right now….

The food was absolutely amazing and I am proud to say that I now know how to make tomato sauce from scratch! It’s actually incredibly easy and…. a lot healthier than what you can get out of a can.

July 18 02 Collette dishing up dinner

Here is Collette, our resident chef, serving up the dinner we made. Her secret ingredient for (homemade) tomato sauce is a bit of chocolate to give it a darker colour and to make it not so bitter.

July 18 03 Carol with supper

Carol is another student here and also another Albertan! She’s a teacher in Southern Alberta so it’s been really great to meet here and to get to know her. It turns out that I am not the only one with this “strange” accent (which we are starting to think is maybe Québecois?). We both learned to pronounce things the same way so now I don’t feel quite so “alone” anymore. J

July 18 01 Apricot Pie

Dessert was this amazing apricot pie/cake, which was also embarassingly easy to make. I will definitely (probably) be able to duplicate this one when I get home.

After supper was going to play “bowling,” which they do indeed call bowling here, not “Les Quilles” as I thought it was. It’s funny how Québec has adopted some English words and France has adopted different onces.

July 18 04 Bowling Connie

I think that this picture was taken after a little bit too much white wine with cassis in it (mmm, gotta love those French traditions!)

July 18 05 Bowling Team

Here is our bowling team, the usual gang with one new addition - James, the Aussie with the white shirt. On the left is Jesus (Hay-zeus), behind is Spela with me beside her, Charlie is in front of us and Xenia on the far right.

 

Thursday July 19th, 2007

The hard thing about this course is that people are constantly coming and going. Since my first day here, four of girls have been hanging out day in and day out - myself along with our Slovenian beauty, Spela, our Mexican daredevil, Xenia, and our posh English girl, Charlie.

July 19 01

Charlie had to leave early Friday morning for her next adventure, so on Thursday we bid our fond farewells over some crêpes and some cider.

We went back to “La Belliloise,” where we had been before with the school but this time were quite shocked to see the actual menu (a privilege we had not been afforded on our first visit). We opened it up to find that this was the first page:

July 19 02 Menu Page 1

Being a little too hungry to actually read through the entire novel (you’ll note that at the bottom it says “A suivre” which means that this continued on to the next page), we then discovered the following…

July 19 03 Menu

…a Table of Contents! This menu was 41 pages long and on each page there must have been 20 or so crêpes to choose from. A little overwhelming for a hungry patron who merely wants a French delicacy but I guess that was just part of the experience.

I guess to make go out with a “bang,” Charlie finished up her evening with a flaming Crêpe Suzette, of which I got a picture of her taking a picture but neither of us were able to capture the beautiful flame arising from it. Darn the flash. J

July 19 04 Crepe Suzette

 

Friday July 20th, 2007

What better way to celebrate France than by witnessing “Le Tour de France!” Yes, they departed from Montpellier Friday morning.

July 20 01 Le Tour de France

Apparently, what we got to witness was actually the “False Start” (aka the Warm-Up) so unfortunately no wild rushes of cyclists came through. But it was fun all the same. The highlight was when someone who had evidently been caught cheating was ushered through surrounded by a circle of police and paparrazzi racing after them, along with catcalls from the onlookers yelling “Tricheur” and other such lovelies to him.

July 20 02 Le Tour de France

I had lunch with a friend, Ellie, from England and we had the most delicious salad, “Une Salade Sudiste” which was a Greek salad of sorts.

July 20 03 Salad

Along with lunch I had to have a glass of wine because, as you can see, the only thing cheaper to drink than wine in this restaurant is coffee. Indeed, even beer is cheaper than pop. I could get used to this France business.

July 20 04 Menu  

 

Saturday July 21st, 2007

Saturday was a hugely anticipated day for our dear Xenia, who has been counting down the days for the Harry Potter Book 7 to come out since we got here. We headed to FNAC first thing Saturday morning, before our weekend adventures, to satisfy her appetite. (I resisted the urge to buy my own copy, knowing that I will be dragging it around for another 3 weeks and that the extra weight in my backpack won’t be welcome once our Contiki tour starts.)

July 21 01 Harry Potter

We then left sunny, hot Montpellier in search of Carcassonne Saturday afternoon in our shorts and t-shirts only to find the locals there dressed in long pants, jackets, and holding umbrellas. It was raining, then pouring, and we were drenched tourists walking the streets seeking some shelter.

We toughed it out, resisting the urge to spend our money on overpriced tourist sweatshirts and were thrilled to see the sun come out, 2 hours or so after our arrival. I wasn’t in the mood to take pictures as I was sopping wet so I only have the “after” pictures.

I think that the Lonely Planet Guide hit it right on the money with this one, noting that the old Cité Carcassonne is absolutely stunning from afar.

July 21 03 Carcassonne

July 21 04 Carcassonne

Once inside, however, it becomes quite… cheesy. Shops and cafés everywhere trying to sell you souvenirs, knick-knacks, umbrellas, sweaters…. It didn’t quite seem to bring an ambiance of “12th century fortress” to mind.

July 21 02 Carcassonne

Here I am hiding from the rain in the museum. Finally not being poured upon was a welcome relief.

 

Sunday July 22nd, 2007

Xenia and I made our way to Avignon today, in search of “La Palais des Papes” as well as the famed “Pont d’Avignon” known so dearly to many of us by the charming little song “Sur le Pont d’Avignon.”

The Papal Palace was stunning, rich with history and built in the 14th Century.

July 22 01 Palais des Papes

Next, we caught a bus so that we could go see the much anticipated Pont du Gard. The half hour ride there showed us some amazing Provencal landscape, rich with greens of every hue. These beautiful vineyards were everywhere; I was absolutely mesmerized. I must have taken 20 pictures but I’ll limit myself to showing you one.

July 22 02 Vignard  

Our arrival at the Pont du Gard showed us that it was everything we thought it would be. It’s inconceivable to me to know that this bridge was built around 19 BC! It functioned as an aqueduct to supply water to the city of Nîmes, which is about 20 km away. Some of the construction blocks used to build the bridge were over 5 tonnes. Xenia and I were both just in awe of this amazing structure. We hiked a couple of trails around to get some better views. This was definitely one of the highlights of my trip so far.

July 22 03 Pont du Gard

Our next visit was to the famed “Pont d’Avignon” which is actually only half a bridge! (You can only sort of see that in the picture). Apparently the other half was destroyed in a war and was never rebuilt. The little shop inside screams “tourist, tourist!” and the song, which I do love, has that potential to rival “It’s a Small World” in terms of getting into your head.

July 22 03 Pont d'Avignon

Here we are, “Sur le Pont d’Avignon,” where we “danse.”

July 22 04 Pont d'Avignon July 22 05 Dancing on the bridge

We finished the day off by walking through the streets of Avignon, through the “Festival d’Avignon,” (very similar to Edmonton’s Fringe Festival) which happened to be on during our visit, and enjoying the town. A wonderful, wonderful day. I can’t believe that I only have one more week here.


Monday, July 16, 2007

Thursday July 12th, 2007 - 3:31 p.m.

Time is flying by and I’m spending more time these days keeping busy and going out than journaling what I’ve been doing.  That is the way it's supposed to be, right???  Having so much fun.  I need a little break, though, so this afternoon I am just hanging out in my dorm, catching up on this, and maybe taking a bit of a nap.  :)  Even though I do have internet access now, I still don't usually have a lot of time to answer emails - just enough time to download them onto my computer and maybe glance through them, and time to really read them and answer them later on in the day (when I'm not connected to the internet).  So, if I don't write back right away it's not because I am not going to, just not right away!  I love to hear about what is going on back home, too.

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Sunday night we had some amazing food at a little Greek Place called Tempo in the littlest corner of Vieux-Montpellier. Beautiful. The feta cheese was the best feta I have ever had - creamy but crumbly and such amazing flavour.

We then went to a wine bar/café and tried some local wine with friends and afterwards to the “Shakespeare Pub” - Not French at all, but great fun. I learned there that the British equivalent of “John Doe” is “John Bull” and so if you order a John Bull Beer, you just get any generic beer.

Monday night we had some friends over to the dorm and we drank wine and beer until late-ish, considering we had school the next day. Tuesday was more of the same and Tuesday night we went to a fabulous, fabulous creperie in town called “La Belliloise.” The décor was pirate-themed and even the waiter appeared a bit pirate-ish. Unfortunately, I didn’t get a picture of him or any really good pictures of the room but this sort of kind of gives you the picture.

The crepes were amazing. I can’t remember the name of them but there was ham and cheese inside and then an egg on top, sunny side up. They were folded into a square. As an aperitif we had strawberry liqueur mixed with cider and then drank cider the rest of the night.  Dessert was a crepe with sugar and lemon but I was way too full to maximize my enjoyment.

Wednesday the girls and I went on an expedition to Nîmes, a 24 minute train ride from Montpellier. To sum it up in 2 words, absolutely beautiful. It’s amazing to me how all of these southern French cities have such different histories, architecture, and ambiance.

We started off just by walking the streets and found ourselves in the Roman amphiteatre, “Les Arènes,” right in the direct centre of the city. Are things ever different from Edmonton here. It was built 2000 years ago and has, obviously, lived through many different events and eras. Once used for Roman Gladiators, it has also been used as (and still is used as) a sporting arena for bullfighting (is that the right name??) and concerts.

In fact, Norah Jones is even playing in this very arena in August sometime. My friends all laughed at me but I took a picture of the advertisement.

Our next tourist spot to hit was “La Maison Carrée,” which was also built roughly 2000 years ago as a Roman Temple to honour Emperor Augustus’ two adopted sons. The outside is still in tact but the inside has been completely modernized and is actually a 3D theatre. We watched a little film in there about the history of Nimes which was really quite interesting and showed gladiator fights, bull fights, some history from Louis XIV’s era.

We then walked around a bit more and finally made our way to “La Tour Magne” which had been highly recommended by another of our classmates.

Nothing could have prepared me for how beautiful the gardens around this tower were going to be. It really hit me how Canada just does not have this kind of history or architecture. I was absolutely mesmerized. I will let the pictures speak for themselves.

 

We spent quite a bit of time here, laughing, climbing walls, pretending to be geese, you know, the usual. J

Here I am, meeting my very first olive tree: (Now I know that they do not grow in cans)

Last but not least, we walked up La Tour Magne.

I counted 139 steps but Xenia counted 140. We asked the ticket guy who was right and he said that there were 140 steps so now I owe Xenia a beer. Sheeesh. Anyway, all in all an amazing day and I would highly recommend everyone to see Nîmes if you ever happen to be visiting the South of France!

After the long day in Nîmes yesterday, we went to a wine bar and partook in some of the local delicacies, including wine and brie cheese, camembert, olive paste, some kind of tomato thing, and some saucisson. Yummmmy. Tonight, I’m off to see “Deux Jours à Paris” which is apparently partlyin English, part Spanish, and part French. The Spanish parts will have French subtitles, though, not English.

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One thing that I have really noticed here is that there are lots and lots of homeless people and that they all have dogs. Someone told me that if you are homeless in France (or in Montpellier??) , you get 400 Euros a month and if you have a dog you get even more. I have a hard time believing that but I guess it explains why they all have dogs? Lots of them seem to be fairly young, too, in their early20s maybe.

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That is all for today.... enjoy!!


Tuesday, July 03, 2007

First Impressions of Montpellier

Hello all!  I am here safe and sound in Montpellier.  Classes started today.  Yesterday we had a placement test, there were about 30 new students starting the same day as me and we are truly an international group!  I have only met one other Canadian and he is actually living somewhere in Africa where they speak French, which is why he is here brushing up on his skills.

So far the classes are all right but the students who have been here longer say that they will get better.

So much to say!  We have had a hard time finding internet that will work.  Our residence appears to have a connection installed but we can't seem to access it.  Our school is supposed to have a WiFi connection (wireless connection for the laptop) but it is a very weak signal and it keeps timing out.  I have been keeping a log on the laptop where I've been writing what I've been doing and have put a few pictures so when I find a place that I can access the internet using my laptop, I will forward it along to you.

Having lots of fun so far.  Still discovering the town and all of its treasures.  It is so beautiful here.  Brick and cobblestone roads, little cafés everywhere, statues, monuments, beautiful gardens.  Quite amazing actually.

My residence is okay.  It's pretty dirty and looks quite rundown from the outside.  When I first got there I was pretty convinced that I was going to ask for a switch as it was quite deserted and dirty but after a few more students showed up it seemed a lot better.  There are 8 of us staying there and we are from Canada (me), England (Charlie, short for Charlotte), Mexico but living in Barcelona (Xenia, pronounced Shaynia), Slovenia (Spayla), New York (Jill), California (Lupe and Marisa) and Florida (Jack who doesn't really seem to have a home and just travels for a living - has been to 80 countries).  Quite the group!  There are also people from practically everywhere in the classes including Japan, Germany, Holland, Scotland, Finland, Sweden, Guatemala.... everywhere!

The food can be expensive or cheap, it just depends where you eat.  Luckily breakfast is included at the residence and also you can eat for really cheap there at lunch and supper.  Supper costs only 2.90 Euros, which is about $4.50 CDN!  Very, very reasonable.  The food is okay there.  If you eat in the nice part of town, though, the historic part, food is quite a bit more expensive.  Lunch today cost me 7 Euros (just over $10CDN) and that's about as cheap as you'll find it in a café.  The other option is to buy a sandwich from a little shop, around 3 or 4 Euros.

So much to say!  My flights here were all right - quite long, though.  All in all I ended up travelling almost 24 hours before I reached my final destination.  I did manage to sleep on all 3 flights but never for super long.  I actually got sick on the first flight which was new for me, I've never had motion sickness before, but once it came "out" it was fine.  Too much information, sorry!!!! :)

So, so far so good!  Really enjoying myself - not homesick at all yet!  lol But I do miss you all and wish you could be here.  I've met so many people and everyone is just so friendly.  I guess that's what happens when you put so many students with a common goal in one place.  I do have to stop speaking English to them, though, as it is mostly a common language.  Miss you and wish you were here.  I'll send more emails and hopefully I can find a place to use the laptop soon - then I'll share some pictures with you too.

Love and hugs,

Connie


Saturday, June 23, 2007

7 more sleeps

I went from being really excited about this trip to being excited and really nervous.

I've never pushed myself so far out of my comfort zone - a different country, different culture, different language (thank goodness I can at least communicate in the language, although not like a native speaker by any means), and then to top it all off, I'm not going to know a soul before I get there.

I can make friends easily so I'm not worried about that.  I'll be in the perfect situation to find a group to hang out with - a language school.  Possibly the neatest thing is that the common language just might be French.  I'm not sure exactly *how* widespread English is out there.  I'm going to be taking my class with students from all over the world and there is a decent chance that I will be the only Canadian.  I know that what I tend to do is find one person and 'latch' on to them - I have mixed feelings about that.  It's great to make a good friend but I know it's also a way for me to not have to completely push myself out of my comfort zone.

The weather there is going to be amazing..... tooooo amazing.  Their lows are around 18°C and their highs have been from 26°C - 32°C - and that's for the month of June.  I just checked the weather and at 8:00pm, it was 27!  At 3a.m. it's been around 20.  I like heat but I don't know when I'm going to be able to go for a run.  Running in the heat makes me dizzzzzy.  Lots of water I guess, eh?

So Andy and I are going for a run right now and then cleaning up the house.  Doing lots of laundry and tomorrow I am beginning the packing - deciding which clothes to take, etc.  Decisions, decisions......  This is going to be one busy week - last week of school and Europe preparations.  Can't wait.

 



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